my realizations

The most valuable thing that I have when I pass the entrance exam in ADDU but I take the summer bridging program before enroll but I change my mind I chose UIC because of good education. Out of 25 student take the entrance exam 15 student are not pass 6 student are need to take the summer bridging program and 4 student are really pass but I don’t know the result the other batch, but I’m happy the result of exam and I proud myself because of the result of entrance exam and also my parents proud to me because I pass but I don’t like to school in ADDU because of high class. In my batch there’s a not pass some of theme are cry because of result of entrance exam.

Before the start the entrance exam I feel nervous because we don’t know the procedure in ADDU what is to be right way to take the exam. Time is come the entrance exam are start before that I pray because I feel nervous while I pray the professor discuss about the exam she/he use the English language I’m not listen to them because I pray think to god I’m not mistake the procedure but the professor are very strict the eyes are moving she/he standing looking of student no one student can chatting the other side and also the table display the clock for the exam to finish although the answers sheet are not finish to answer but time is time.

That is my valuable things that I have in my life I proud myself and also I’m not forget the moment when I pass the entrance exam in the high class school in  Davao City. That is my moment and also my valuable thing to me. I

"What if prince charming never showed up?

 Would snow white have slept in that glass coffin forever?

 Or would she have eventually woken up, spit out the apple,

 Gotten a job, a health care package and a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank?

 I couldn’t help but wonder.

 Inside every confident, driven single woman.

 Is there a fragile princess waiting to be saved?."

A road might lead to anywhere to harder towns and grays or, to a witch is pointed hours hidden by bristly trees. It might lead past the tailor’s foot where he sews with needle and thread her by miss pim the millinet’s with her bats for every head. It might be a road to a great, dark, cave with treasure and gold piled high or a road with a mountain tied to its end, blue humped against the sky. Or, a road might lead you anywhere to Mexico or maine: But then, it might just fool you, and lead you back again.

Being happy doesn’t mean that everything’s perfect, right?!
Life may bring me so many storms but it’s just all in the attitude.
Nothing really big happened in this journey.
It’s still that same constant motion but hey, it’s happier this time.
And I don’t really know why.
When truth be told, nothing really new in my life.
Is it because I just accepted that things are really not meant to be?
Or is it since I figured there’s really nothing that I can do.
Or maybe because I think I already did my part and my very best to bring it back?
Whatever reason it might be, I’m just thankful.
though at times, I still feel so alone, lonesome and struggling all by myself,
nothing can erase the fact,
that, I, am now going on and moving on with my life..
I’m just so grateful that I have friends to help me out,
back me up and just too simply cheer me.
People may say things that I could never have, and I could never do.
But, let’s just see.
Honestly, sometimes it makes me sick to hear those things.
I could also have what other people may possess;
I could also do what they can do.
But, wait, I’m not just like everybody else.
So you see, it doesn’t really matter.
I’m living my own life and I’m trying to live it to the full.
Enjoy life coz’ life is just so good.
it may seem unfair but hey, no pain, no gain.

Have you ever thought of how it feels like to be with someone you love? I’ve always dreamt of things like that. The first magical moment of drawing our eyes together. The first hi and hello’s. I’ve always fantasized of meeting my prince charming. The one who will readily sweep me off my feet. but, as I ponder and ruminate on those things, I can’t help but ask why it took him so long. Up until now, I haven’t found the very boy who will make me happy. Who will treat me like a princess and protect me with all his majesty. I sometimes envy those girls who can have any boy she wants. Like from the first look, would doodle away and act like a puppy.

Not that I wanted it to be like that. Whenever I look in the mirror, I see an image of blissful lass, but somehow, when I closely look at it, I see an image of a little girl who longs to be loved. Who longs to be treated with magnificence and gentleness? I don’t want to think it this way, but it often comes to my mind, am I that unpretty?! Am I that unattractive or is there something wrong with my personality, that those things hinder him from looking at me as a lady. I’ve always been on the average, on the mundane and I’ve been hidden in my shell for quite some time. At times, I see nothing special in me. That I’m nobody and that nothing would change if I will be free. But then, I may be considered as one of those ugly ducklings, someway and somehow, I could turn out to be the most beautiful swan you’ll ever see.

What a day, full loaded with home works, projects and reviewer. It’s not easy to be a good student; it needs a lot of guts to conquer all the waves. The rain of saliva, the earthquake of responsibilities and the fire of commitment, wanting to achieve something needs a lot of focus, determination and willingness to do work. We can’t just do magic and "jaraaannngGGG’ you got what you want. We need to strive hard to achieve our dreams. Sometimes we do feel tired and empty.., we feel annoy, but still we need to stand up and fight we should learn how to ride the waves of our life. It’s not easy but the thing is we try. Try and try until u die. What a joke!

No one can say that he or she has no talent or ability to share with others. We possess an abundance of gifts and talent. But sometimes we just choose to keep it within our selves. Maybe because were afraid, shy? I don’t know. But all I can stay we need one another to hold on, to be happy and together we soar high, keep standing, keep believing keep smiling.

When the beat goin like that (boom boom)
Girl, I wanna put you up in my room
I wanna put you up against that wall [? ]
Throw you on the bed and take your clothes off (clothes off)
Everybody don’t like it slow (it slow)
Consider me one of them folk
Let’s get to it (get to it)
Do it (do it)
Get to it (get to it)
Get to it
Kinda crunk and I’m off this scene
Have a blast and that’s my shit
Once I had a shot of that good Petrone
I’m all in my boxers like Bobby Jones [? ] (Bobby Jones)
Everybody don’t like it slow (it slow)
Consider me one of them folk
And let’s do it (do it)
Do it (do it)
Let’s do it (do it)
Let’s do it

Baby, that’s the way I like it (hey)
That’s the way you like it (hey)
That’s the way we like it
Makin love to booty music
Go Leo! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Virgo! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Pisces! It’s your birthday
Makin love to booty music

I feel it all in my bones
Tryna keep up with that tempo
Make it all night til your back gets sore
Til we just can take it no more
Look at that xxx like "Oh my god"
We clap back til you give me applause
And I’m like…
When I get in them drawers
Get your hair in tangles
I wrap it on my ankles
I’m grippin on your handles
I’m gettin on different angles
Like ten, five cent, ten cent, dollar
Ten, five cent, ten cent, dollar
Ten, five cent, ten cent, dollar
Let me see you pop it (pop it)

That’s the way I like it (hey)
That’s the way you like it (hey)
That’s the way we like it
Makin love to booty music
Go Aries! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Libra! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Scorpio! It’s your birthday
Makin love to booty music

Don’t stop, get it, get it
Pop that coochie, let me hit it
I wanna rock, I wanna rock
Let me get a little bit of that bumpy ride [? ]
Don’t stop, get it, get it
Let me put some stank up in it
I wanna rock, I wanna rock
Let me get a little bit of that bumpy ride [? ]
Does anybody out there wanna
Let me get a little bit of that bumpy ride [? ]

Baby, that’s the way I like it (hey)
That’s the way you like it (hey)
That’s the way we like it
Makin love to booty music
Go Cancer! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Capricorn! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Aquarius! It’s your birthday
Makin love to booty music
That’s the way I like it (hey)
That’s the way you like it (hey)
That’s the way we like it
Makin love to booty music
Go Taurus! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Gemini! It’s your birthday (hey)
Go Sag! It’s your birthday
Makin love to booty music

Some people just cannot sit still at their jobs. Even when their joy is in the eyes of the world on “ideal one, challenging, high paying, etc, they moved still remain restless. The sad thing about this is that in there in anxiety they may never get around to discovering the source of their restlessness, thus they flit from me job to another. Thinking the next one would be better than the last, until they finally believe that’s just how things are.

A friend of mine is one of those restless ones until she decided to “get of the world” for a week. Occupied a very high positions amount the junior executives at an international bank she was brilliant at her job good working. Drove her car (always the latest model), like her laptop, own cell phones and other gadget, and enjoyed all the perks the bank took care to give her mind you perks to drool for.

Nearing burn out point she was sensible enough to take off. She didn’t just wanted to be alone. After a week she came back, saying she’d realized there was very little she needed to feel contented in life.

Before she returned to work she arranged to join a group that visited prisons every week. After a period of doing the same job, but now stress-free- she resigned, wanting to work full time as a volunteer in the missions. She said, “How could I enjoy everything I had, knowing that. So many people have barley anything to say alive?” for which she was ready to leave everything come of her colleagues though she would regret such a “stupid decision” some envied her guts.

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Lesson learned.

When a person feels bad more than a year after the break up, it’s because he or she has spent the past year relieving the relationship. This comes in the forms of trying to figure out exactly what meant wrong, fuelled by the inaccurate belief that if you could just figure it out, then you could let go or even make everything right.

But for me.

The reality is that spending so much time trying to figure out what went wrong keeps you attached and prevents you from moving on. Relationships are messy things and many times we can never really know exactly what went wrong.

Our brains are very obedient at times. If you keep asking your brain to figure out what you did wrong, it’s going to search for all kinds of reasons and you are going to wind up feeling like a failure.

And i experienced that anyway. During my tough times, I felt the emptiness with in my soul. I can’t eat and sleep like I used to. I even isolated myself to others. I felt the pain and sadness that ruined my day. Almost everyday!

But as past few days went on…I realized that the TRUTH is the relationship failed, I DIDN’T.

I worked up and said to myself…

“If you handle yourself well, feel good about your behavior and choices and even use what you learnt in other relationships, then you are SUCCESSFUL.

I created an exit door in my heart and then show this to that person, and the PAIN and HURT, right out the door.

Now,

LETTING GO maybe so difficult at FIRST. But soon you can conquer it alone or with SOMEBODY else.

And

Willing enough to fall in love again.