my realizations

At-last! everything is clear…now i know…all the questions in my mind are all answered and now i should stop thinking…And i can say that i can do my daily routine without  feel the wave of pain,  anger, confusion, low self-esteem, and maybe even jealousy. before, its so hard for me…i really suffered but now i realized that i should not put my self in one thing.its enough!! and i should always think about whats good about me, i should take good care of my self, do the things i normally enjoy,love and give my self a time..

If you ask me if I love you,
My answer is yes,
If you ask me if I need you,
My answer is I do,
If you ask me if I’ll leave you,
My answer is no,
And if you ask me if I’ll hurt you,
My answer you already know,
Never will I ever let you go.

If I ask you if you love me,
I know you’d say yes,
If I ask you if you need me,
I know the answer is you do,
If I ask you if you’d leave me,
I know you’d tell me no,
And if I ask you if you’ll hurt me,
The answer I already know,
Never will you ever let me go.

I tried my best to make things better. just for our relationship. but i realized that its inevitable to be this way, because we cant avoid the things that are going to  happen. we cant control our life…whew…what choice do i have??? Fulfill my premise and be filled with guilt and unhappiness or break my promise and be uncertain for tomorrow?what should i do…..hate me so i wont make you wait any longer..i don’t like you but………..I LOVE YOU!!!!

Regrets i have to let those words fall at the tip of my tongue all my so- called stable minded tales became false regrets i have for letting myself go through the motions where i’m having mixed emotions about where we are really taking this knowing that i can excite my intuitions of gloom and wretchedness but if thats all i have encountered how can i know that its not true?

No longer can i contain
the haunting melody of rain songs
proclaiming the dawn of a new day
out of the darkness
of unquestioned loneliness.

No longer can I contain
the stirrings of an awakened heart
seeking to find a place
in the unbounded currents
of human desire.

No longer can i contain
the gathering might of the truth
which the lips dare not speak
lest in the utterance
it loses its profound meaning.

No longer can i contain the pervading feeling
that finds apt expression
in the very special words
meant for you:
I love you.

not dead but not alive hafe way to heaven hafe way to hell almost there but i want to stay in your arms i lay as i fade away!:-(

Nothing could change what you mean to me
ill get on one knee
and say how much i want this to last
and hopefuly the years dont go fast
treasure every minute with you
is something im going to do

You mean so much to me
Feel as we are one and ment to be
i do love you loads, and i will make you see
the next time we meet will be the day, ill get on one knee and say
your the one for me and i love you so much
and how i love to be hugged by you
because i love your touch

You picked me up, you shot me down
You’re stepping out all over town
Drove me back to drinking in this bar
I found myself a brand new friend
I’m headed that road again
Working on my next broken heart

Happy or sad, it’s hard to tell
You taught me how to hurt so well
But when it comes to love I know my part
I’ll play this game that I can’t win
I’ll be somebody’s fool again
Working on my next broken heart

I thought all along you’d be the death of me
But I met one tonight who wants what’s left of me
I’ve seen that look before
She’ll tear my world apart
I’m working on my next broken heart

I thought all along you’d be the death of me
But I met one tonight who wants what’s left of me
I’ve seen that look before
She’ll tear my world apart
I’m working on my next broken heart

I’m working on my next broken heart
I’m working on my next broken hear

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Men’s always have the needs they wanted just like the girls. People are kept on telling that "Men by nature always need something more”, why? Maybe men’s are trying something to prove for themselves. Men’s are always wanted to be understood for they are boys. They need something more because they want the best for themselves. Boys are able to think ideas because of some curiosities and trying to experience it. They have been always aware of everything that is why sometimes they are taking for granted the people that surrounds them. They are craving for enjoyments in life and exploring the things they want to. "Boys are Boys!".

Boys are happy-go-lucky type. They are in need of attention maybe because they don’t have it. They have to prove to themselves that they are the best. Sometimes they are perfectionist as what girls tell. They want to be with their friends all the time. Yet, they want to enjoy their life. Not all men’s are like this but many of them does. Men would change when they get matured.. But most of the time they want something extreme, to the extent of their enjoyment. They always have the choice to decide for their own, isn’t it? For men’s are self-centered persons. They always get what they want.